True or false?
That disputed statement has been
kicked around like a football by both sides of the political
spectrum. However, applying it to my life at this late chronological season,
I'm quick to admit that I'm not self made.
Whenever I view the rolling of credits
at the conclusion of a movie or a TV documentary I'm amazed at how
many people and how many diverse skills and professions and talents
and technical and artistic abilities it took to “build” that
entertaining or informative project. For some epic production the
screen roll of names and their specialties goes on for many minutes.
No, I didn't build my own life. God is
the Master Builder who chose to give me life and breath in the first
place, and has sustained me for nearly eight decades. I have tried
living according to His blueprint but with admitted deviations and
detours since God thought it was good to endow His human children
with the gift of free will. Unfortunately, I confess that at times I
have sung with Sinatra, “I did it my way!” Thank God, He
has always drawn me back to the high road from the low road of my
self-will.
I didn't build my ethnicity, my
gender, my parentage and place of birth, nor my DNA. God built that.
He ordained the moment of history when I should live my life and
decreed the global events of the earth that would affect me. The Lord
brought into my life from my infancy to my present age exactly the
people and circumstances which built the human and spiritual
infrastructure which makes me who I am. I still don't look exactly
like the picture on the top of the box of puzzle pieces since I'm
still a work in progress. Each person who touched my life was a
puzzle piece God provided to build my spiritual life and character.
I want to roll some credits.
For the record, and because it is the
will of God in Christ Jesus that we should “give thanks in all
things,” I want to give credit where credit is due. My parents' decision
to have me baptized as an infant built the first spiritual framework
for my life marking me as a child of God. My gentle, immigrant
grandmother from Europe who didn't speak any English was my first
loving and patient caregiver in her late years while both my parents
worked. Grandmother built the earliest spiritual graces into my
toddler life through her prayers and godly example. I grew up in a
safe neighborhood with playmates whose parents all knew one another.
My classmates in school helped build into me social and academic
skills. I credit an English teacher who built into me a love of
reading and encouraged my potential for writing.
My teen years
centered around my church, youth group activities, and Christian
summer camps. As a result I made a life commitment to Jesus Christ. I
credit faithful Sunday School teachers, youth leaders, and the
preaching of my pastor for building my strong biblical foundation. My
closest friends were Christians which helped build my character.
Professors in a Christian college solidified my sense of call to
mission work overseas and prepared me for my career. My marriage to
my husband set my direction to China and ministry among Chinese
students on university campuses which continues to this day.
Were I to roll the credits with the
actual names of the many people around the world who invested
themselves into my life, as I invested myself into theirs, the
scrolling would go on endlessly. God knows who they are since He
selected each one. And I too haven't forgotten the face and life of
each one who added another brick to the edifice of my life. Even
after I thought my faith-structure was complete, God surprised me. He
brought MORE of His people to build still MORE understanding of my
faith in me and to point me to THE LAND OF MORE. There I have found
MORE of the fulness of faith from the deepest roots of Christian
history. All of which continues to give my life the finishing touch I
could never have envisioned.
“You didn't build
that!” That's absolutely true.
I didn't build
my own life on earth; many other people built into it. Neither did I
build the life that is prepared for me “from God, a house not made
with hands, eternal in the heavens” (2 Corinthians 5:1). God is
providing that through Jesus Christ, not of my own works.
God is my
Architect, Contractor, Provider of materials and Supervisor of
workmen whom He chose to help build my life-house. He is the
Cornerstone and Author and Finisher of the building that is me!
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