What we all
inevitably experience in our summit years has been described as
passing the baton in a relay race, or passing the torch, or throwing
our mantle on someone.
The baton may represent my life, my vision, my responsibility, my ministry, information and education I've been blessed to receive, and the investment of others in me. My stance should be the same in each case: I'm expected to willingly pass it on when the time comes.
The baton may represent my life, my vision, my responsibility, my ministry, information and education I've been blessed to receive, and the investment of others in me. My stance should be the same in each case: I'm expected to willingly pass it on when the time comes.
I shouldn't
drop the baton before the next runner reaches for it; I shouldn't hug
it selfishly to myself and refuse to give it up; I shouldn't forget
that it was passed on to me so I could eventually hand it off to
others. Better to willingly throw my mantle on a worthy and prepared
successor, as Elijah did for Elisha, than to wait until the Lord
removes me from my place in life, and I go kicking and screaming off
center stage.
A successful
transition requires my mentoring others to take over, investing
myself into “Timothys” as Saint Paul did, and as young Timothy
had experienced through the example of his mother and grandmother. It
isn't done at the last minute but over a period of time as I pour
myself, my vision, my prayer, my discipling into another person. It
is accomplished through transparent life demonstration not primarily
by formal preaching or instruction on how to hold batons correctly.
It implies allowing the next runner to carry the baton in his unique
way, according to God's gifts to him. It probably won't be a clone of
my way. I am to be a Barnabas encourager motivating him to do his
best.
That changeover doesn't
come easily but it comes inevitably for those of us living in our
summit years. It is especially difficult when someone else takes over
and we see everything obviously going along so well without us. The
time may come when we are laid aside by illness, retirement, physical
or mental weakness or inability, or otherwise stepping out of the
picture. Somehow we don't expect the sun to shine as brightly or the
days to go as well. Secretly, we may not want others to manage with
such competence without our oversight. How can they walk so well in
our shoes as soon as we take them off?
I may be accustomed to
view myself as the center of my particular universe, the hub of our
family's wheel, the indispensable one at work, or in a particular
ministry, or at church. Others have flattered me by reinforcing that
essential image. They tell me, “I don't know how we could ever do
without you.” Famous last words, not to be believed!
I am in danger if I try
to wear permanently a self-important mask of pride. I naturally
thrive on adulation, but Scripture cautions me not to hold an
exaggerated opinion of myself. Puffiness indicates both a physical
and spiritual unhealthy condition. Sitting on the sidelines, as I
must increasingly do in my summit season, shouldn't take away my
self-esteem. It should simply cut it down to normal size.
God has
ways of showing me that I can't be the leading player forever. During
recent family wedding preparations, I was ushered to a comfy chair,
given a cup of tea, and commanded, “Sit! Relax!” All with good
intentions to relieve me of heavy responsibilities while the younger
crowd bustled around doing things that I would have relished doing in
past years. A vivid lesson in bench warming as I happily watched
others wearing my mantle as a work apron!
I should realistically
view myself as dispensable.
The places I occupied so competently seem to close up behind me when
filled by others. Scripture says it takes everyone to make the Body
of Christ complete. We have each been given a different role and
gifts. Moreover, it will always be another person's turn. If people
continue to depend totally on me in any aspect of life, it may stunt
their emotional, mental, and surely spiritual growth and
effectiveness for God.
We are all frail, mortal, and terminal in the
sense of not being able to play any role in life permanently. Each of
us is God's special instrument or channel but only for a time. I have
spent a lifetime fulfilling the destiny and purpose God has for my
life. I am unique and important to the Lord, but not
indispensable.
With joy I should throw
my mantle upon others and be a cheer leader for the ones whom God
designates should wear it. In the spirit of Elijah, I should pray
that the next runner should, like Elisha, receive a double portion of
God's grace and power.
NOT
INDISPENSABLE
Who am I to
think that I'm the hub
around which
the world turns
and all spokes
lead to me?
God is not
obliged to work
through my
earthen vessel,
my created lump
of clay,
with numbered
days and faltering ways.
Without me,
Lord, life would go right on,
The world would
still turn,
and You could
run the universe.
Without me,
Lord, those who lean on my arm
could walk by
themselves,
and You'd keep
them from harm.
Yet I am amazed
that You stoop to choose
and sovereignly
use
this human
trifle that I am
as an
instrument to do Your will!
Lord, cause me
to understand
my
dispensability
my frailty
my mortality
and in humility
still offer You
my availability.
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