Whenever I approach a
birthday...and there have been nearly 89 of them...I take a peek at
what's still on my “bucket list."
Of course, when I was a child my
little toy pail was full of wishes. In youth, with stars in my eyes, my bucket held
dreams. In adult life it was full of goals and hopes
and plans. In
prime of life the bucket began to hold some concrete achievements.
Now in my
summit years, I would do well to examine what remains on my bucket
list. Is my bucket empty because I've been there and done all that?
Or have I given up on some things that were there from the beginning?
Should I still press on to accomplish what's left in my bucket?
I was curious about the origin of the
bucket analogy and did some online research. “The Bucket List"
was the title of a movie about two terminally ill men and what they
set out to do before they died. It came to mean a list of however
many things one might want to accomplish before mortality closes the
door.
That is, before you “kick the bucket,” which is a slang term that
has come to mean dying. In short, it’s a list, actual or imaginary,
that you make of what you hope to accomplish or do or be in your
lifetime. But where did the bucket aspect come from? One source
traced it to the Middle Ages when hanging was a common form of
capital punishment. The victim would be taken to an elevated scaffold
with a noose around his neck. He would stand on an overturned bucket
or pail. When the bucket would be kicked out from under him, his body
would drop, the rope would tighten, and he would be hanged.
In a sense, since a bucket list is a
list of goals to achieve or roles in life or places I would like to
go, or things I would like to do, I should ask myself, “Who put
those items in my bucket? Did I? Or were they the expectations of
others?” As a Christian I should ask at any season of my life,
“Have I consulted God for the contents of my life bucket? Or am I
simply on an ego trip? Are there things that should not even be on my
bucket list? Are there important things I have omitted?”
In rural China, I have seen two heavily
loaded buckets being carried by one person. A long pole is suspended
across the shoulders and two buckets in balance are hung on each end
of the pole. It might take two buckets to contain all that some of us
would like to accomplish in one lifetime. There is nothing wrong with
having personal goals and wishes and desires and dreams. It is good
and right to fill up one bucket with that kind of list. Nevertheless,
I should balance it in the other bucket with a list of God’s
priorities and purposes for creating me and calling me to become His
child. One bucket may contain temporal desires; the other, eternal
values and desires in sync with the will of God.
God isn’t about the business of
raining on our parade or taking all the fun out of life. The
Scripture declares, “God has given us richly all things to enjoy.”
God created the world and everything in it for man and called it
“Good.” In the Psalms we read, “Delight yourself in the Lord
and He will give you the desires of your heart.” Faithful to His
promise, the Lord has given me a long lifetime of the desires of my
heart. God’s storehouse of goodness and mercies has overflowed to
me. Among His many blessings, I have traveled the world, I have
served the Lord with gladness throughout the many decades, I have
lived to delight in my children, my grandchildren, and my
great-grandchildren. I couldn't even count His blessings to me by the
bucket—more like by the barrel!
The bucket list of how God wants to
favor His children is a lot weightier and richer and a greater
treasure than anything we could think of to put on our own bucket
list of “to do’s or to be’s.” The nature of God is
generosity, always giving us more abundance than we can ask or
imagine.
The question I ask myself is not, “Have I
accomplished all I want to do from my bucket list?”
The question I ask myself is not, “Have I
accomplished all I want to do from my bucket list?”
I
can’t go wrong with continually praying, “Lord, I want Your will
to be done in my life on earth as it is in heaven. If there is
still anything left on my life bucket list that would please You,
show me how to fulfill it!”
